Saturday, July 19, 2008

My life as of July 19, 2008

Bad anxiety attacks today. I had a lull for about a week. I was less anxious, no panic attacks. I was able to sleep 4-5 hours a night. Then something happened yesterday evening that really shook me. Holding up my hands right now... they are shaking. I feel like a very dark cloud of doom is about to wash over me. Sorry for being such a downer, it's just the way things are.

Different note. I've written about this house many times before. It was the house with the small, nasty-ass pool. I even did some short video clips about it that amazingly received close to 50,000 views on YouTube.

I was pedaling by and I noticed the house sold 3 weeks ago! An older Hispanic woman was moving in. A bunch of cars in the driveway all had Florida plates. I assume they were relatives, and they were busy repainting the exterior and doing new landscaping.

I've pointed out the explosion of foreclosures in this part of town before, but a real estate agent told me that it's slowly crawling back. Houses are ridiculously cheap here, and in fact we never saw the price mania. Just a slow appreciation of between 3-5% a year until 2001, when it stalled out. The reason? A flood of cheap cookie-cutter houses in Katy neighborhoods. Why buy a used house when you can drive another 10 miles up the road and get a new one for the same price? Those new neighborhoods are now Foreclosure Central. Worse, they are 10 miles from the nearest freeway and traffic on the local roads really sucks. I think these older, more established neighborhoods with larger houses that have convenient access to the freeways will come back sooner than places like Lakeville, where owners have no yards and prices for tiny 1200 square foot houses are still $100k.

9 comments:

Mr. Darke said...

Here's to hope-
----

They say
Love grows
When the fear of death
Looms.

They say
Courage looms
When the fear
Of never loving again
Disappears
In the smell of the enemy
Who crushes us so much
We can only fight.

Love and courage grow together
When the flesh is rawest
And the spirit charged.
And distorted within the nightmare
We see the possibility
Of a future.

-- Ben Okri

Anonymous said...

I'm getting worried about you, Lou.

Old Lyme.

Lou Minatti said...

Hey OL! I am glad to see you here. How's summer treating you up in the Nutmeg State? Anything new on Truck Pants?

I am getting worried about me too. It's just gonna take time, and my goal is to reach that point and then move on with my life. That's the best I can do.

Anonymous said...

Been there, Lou, with the panic attacks & anxiety. Horrible. That was over 20 years ago. Things do get better, but you're right--it will take time. Keep on working through it. You WILL get there. --From a reader and neighbor in the next town over.

wanglese said...

Lou, if you ever need to reach out,just to talk, there are people who read your blog, and email addresses. All it will take is one email, and I'm on the phone - on my dime. The cool thing is, I'm in Australia, so late night for you is daytime for me.

Better yet, I KNOW there are guys near you.

You will never be alone with friends.

Dan from Madison said...

Damn Lou, hate seeing you this way. There will be an end to it all, I promise. Take care.

Rebecca said...

I am glad you are back online. I missed your blog. I have had a combination of depression, anxiety attacks and panic attacks since my teens. Sucks, sucks, sucks. I found relief in chemicals (prozac) but that's just me. I understand extreme exercise works as well.

Anonymous said...

Truck Pants is frozen up tonight, but we have cold beer. Eh?

Chin up.

OL

pjeary said...

Has anyone done a short sale in Real estate? Let me know what the lenders are looking for. Anyway thanks for this great post.

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